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Title:Take my advice, you'd be better off DEAD
Notice:It's just a Box of Rain
Moderator:RDVAX::LEVY::DEBESS
Created:Thu Jan 03 1991
Last Modified:Fri Jun 06 1997
Last Successful Update:Fri Jun 06 1997
Number of topics:580
Total number of notes:60238

473.0. "A Rememberance" by NECSC::LEVY (Half-Step Mississippi Uptown Toodleoo) Thu Aug 10 1995 00:56

                A Rememberance

We gathered
    In gyms and nightclubs.
We gathered
    In fields and meadows.
We gathered
    In giant darkened caverns.

We'd dance and sweat.
   Twirl and sway.
We'd pray our howling prayers.
    Pay homage to the music.
We'd hear the rainbow makers.
    Love our stranger friends.

You were our rabbi, our priest, our shaman;
You taught us love and kindness.
You pointed out the light.

    The trickling triplets and cascading arpeggios.
    The musical disasters miraculously recovered.
    The inspired and mundane moments.
        
You were our friend.
We never met you.

You counseled us.
We never spoke.

Our lives are better by your being.
We'll never be the same.

We'll go 
    To darkened caverns.
We'll go 
    To fields and meadows.

Our tribute is our love.

You showed us the way.


	dave - 8/9/95
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473.1ZENDIA::FERGUSONSplit open and Melt!Thu Aug 10 1995 03:102
sweet dave, sweet.
peace
473.2Fly on forever...DOCTP::KELLERListen to the music play...Thu Aug 10 1995 10:5932
Jerome Garcia, 01 August, 1942 -- 09 August, 1995

The journey has just started.
The first step has been taken.
The road less travelled is yours to follow.
may the light that you brought to our world
guide you on your way.

The physical walls have now been shed
The boundries have been broken.
The spirit soars forever more,
never to be forgotten

Cry no tears of sorrow,
shed a tear of joy.
The journey has just started
thanks for leading the way

Has an era passed or just started
The body has departed.
It can't be quenched,
It Cannot die
the spirit grows forever

Fly on my friend.
You will always be near
no matter where you travel


		--Geoff


473.3WILLEE::OSTIGUYThu Aug 10 1995 12:183
    Dave and Geoff....
    
    Beautiful
473.4GRANPA::TDAVISThu Aug 10 1995 12:531
    very nice job to both of you, nice way to start today.
473.5each his ownWECARE::ROBERTSclimb a ladder to the starsThu Aug 10 1995 13:174
    
    Our good friend Mark_from_the_T climbed Pack Monadnock last nite 
    to see the sunset and the moonrise.  He made a stone circle for Jerry.  
                      
473.6DELNI::DSMITHand they keep on dancinThu Aug 10 1995 13:559
    
    Yesterday, leaving work, I launched into my car and grabbed the first tape 
    I could get my hands on.  "Mmmmmmm, Boston Garden, 9-27-94" (in my
    best Homer voice).  I popped in the tape and the *very* first thing I 
    heard come out of the speakers was "I know you rider gonna miss me when 
    I'm goooooonnnee" followed by a blaring crowd approval seeing it was
    the intro.  I thought to myself "you'd better friggin believe it
    Garcia".
       
473.7WILLEE::OSTIGUYThu Aug 10 1995 14:2244
    Folks, Chris sent me this...
    
    Wes
    
From:	US4RMC::"fields@slohan.shr.tdh.qntm.com" "Ain't gonna worry my life anymore" 10-AUG-1995 10:17:36.15
To:	"ostiguy@willee.ENET.dec.com"@shrdns.enet.qntm.com
CC:	FIELDS@shrdns.tdh.qntm.com
Subj:	please post this , thanks...


	In life death seems like such a overwelming downfall, but with Jerry's 
passing, for me, has given a new outlook on where we have been and where we 
    will go.

	Last night after putting Eric to bed, Jen and I reflected a bit on the 
news, one thing that came to me was that I would never again feel the same 
    about going to a concert. Because Dead shows and concerts of other acts we 
    so vastly different from one another. No one can tell me that Causway st 
    could ever give off the same vibes as when the Dead played there....not 
    even a playoff game would give off the same feelings....why is this ? I 
    figure it is the people who I have known from just this type of event, 
    Deadheads....yeah sometimes I could live without 50 people asking me for a 
    spare while I walk 10 ft but that to was a part of it...so taking the good 
    and the bad sides it seemed to always even out to be a very peaceful time..
    Jen reached out and held my hand and said that if not for Jerry and the 
    Dead, she might have never met me....wow, yeah we met face to face outside 
    the Dead world but it was that world that made us aware of eachother. Im 
    sure others in GRATEFUL can relate....

	The day was one long trip for me personally, a day of reflecting on the 
past and looking to the future....will things still be the same somewhat ? What 
I would look forward to, like figuring out how I could find a few tickets for 
the up coming shows, are now no longer a reality....as I have always said just 
seeing a show was one thing but how I got there and what happened on the way to 
and from it was really the fun part of the times.....this I will miss, I know 
that Jerry never once figured that it would ever be like this, how the Dead 
became such a lifestyle, but it happened and he too seemed to just go along 
    with it and take it for what if was worth....Peace Jerry, and thanks for 
    the past 16 years, life will never be the same but it rarely is....

Chris

fields@slohan.enet.qntm.com

473.8Papa's GoneXLIB::REHILLCall Me Mystery HillThu Aug 10 1995 15:024
    I'm not sure where to post this, and I'm not sure if any one else has
    mentioned it, but at last night's Weir show, during Throwing Stones,
    Bobby chanted "Papa's gone, we are on our own", over and over...
    just before the big inprove part of the song..........
473.9My favorite...TRLIAN::DUGGANJerry LIVES -- in all of usThu Aug 10 1995 15:2713
    The one thing I'll remember longest is from Vegas this year. The boyz
    were playing "Uncle John's Band" and went into a jam. They got soooo
    totally lost ... loster than I've ever seen them... after floundering
    around (still maintaining the coherency of the jam, incredibly) for
    some minutes they finally got back into it... "Oh oh, what I want to
    know is
    
    	HOW DOES THIS SONG GO!"  
    
    The crowd ROARED!
    
    ...mike trying to keep coherent for one more day
    
473.10Sad but grateful for the music and youOBJRUS::SLOANTell ME all that 'cha knowThu Aug 10 1995 15:3934
    
    Compared to lots of you noters I'm new to the Dead. I've been close
    to people since the 70's that were into the music but I never went
    to shows 'til the 90's.   After my first show I fell for them and
    fell hard.  I couldn't get enough of the music and the euphoric
    feeling that came with each show. I remember walking out of the
    green line in front of the Garden and connecting with people
    I knew and never met.  I remember commenting that there was
    something in their eyes that made me feel like I had found
    a group people with eyes like mine.  I wanted to go to
    a West Coast show after that and made it to Vegas every year
    since to see the boys bring new friends to experience them.    
     
    So many moments and big experiences. I remember taking my niece
    then 16 to her first show at RFK and feeling like our spirits 
    were more similar than I'd ever guess.  The next few tours
    we brought more of her friends for their first shows.  
    There was a point at my last show in Albany when one of those 
    girls looked at me, filled with excitement and awe, and said 
    'these guys are great!'.  
 
    Thanks to the friends I've made from here. Carol, Debess,
    DC, Chris LeBlanc, and more  -- people I've grown to love and 
    meet on some ethereal plane to share music, experiences, brews,
    and dancing.. I'm so grateful for the generosity and willingness
    to share I've found here. I know my friendships with you guys will 
    go on and on, despite the music ending.  Each show I've gone to
    in the 90's I've thought, 'this could be the last time'.  I just
    hoped that day wouldn't come so soon.
    
    Cathy Sloan
        
    
    
473.11GO TO HEAVEN!!!MAIL2::SURACEThu Aug 10 1995 16:4013
    What the Dead and Jerry have taught us is a way of life. Life for all
    of us goes on. Although we have lost a friend, his infulence continues
    to guide us. 
    
    The people I feel most sorry for are those who never had the chance to
    expirence the magic of the Dead. They will never know what a special
    feeling it is to be a part of the " Dead Show". Total strangers from
    all over the country, gather in one location for a few short hours, in
    a celebration of music,love and life. They leave as friends,feeling
    beter about themselves, and set out to make the world a better place.
    
    
    purpose is to make the world a better place. 
473.12Wounds Heal, Scars RemainMKOTS3::JCOREYSemiSmokinMommaGotsToGetMeSumThu Aug 10 1995 17:3036
    For Jerry, may your soul rest upon God's Heart so that God may know
    the joy of it.
    
    
    The Seed
    
    the four-fingered Hand has sewn
    the seeds have grown
    to become one 
    
    To share all that is,
    was
    and all that might have been
    
    they are happy to be and reach to the sky in rejoice
    they bloom their flowers so that many can see 
    their celebration
    
    the seasons pass, summer peaks
    golden grass, the river weeps
    And all the while, tears are cried
    they fall to Earth, the dream has died
    
    And in its fall, a seed awaits
    to come anew in its watering wake
    to once again, bloom together
    to reach the sky, to love each other
                       
    For in the arms of Heavens Gate
    the Hand that touched our lives will wait
    And watch with love, all his children
    'til the day we all come home.
    
    
    jeff
    
473.13I'd Rather Be With YouBINKLY::CEPARSKIYou Don't Know How Easy It IsSun Aug 13 1995 14:2593
    Thursday August 10 - there was open casket viewing of Jerry at the St. 
    Stephan's Episcopal church in Belvedere CA.  Jerry was reportedly 
    dressed in a black t-shirt and sweatpants.
    
    Friday August 11 - funeral service at the St. Stephan church in Belvedere
    starting at about 4pm.  The officiant Matthew Fox was the pastor who 
    married Deborah and Jerry last year.  The church is small only holding 
    200 to 250 people.   Many people gave eulogies including Bob Weir,
    Steve Parrish, Robert Hunter, John Barlow, Ken Kesey and Anabelle Garcia 
    (one of Jerry's daughters).  Hunter recited a poem he just wrote (see 
    below).   Musicians in attendance included band members, Bruce Hornsby 
    and Bob Dylan.  A very small grave site service was held, it was 
    primarily for family and the band.
    
    Sunday August 13 9am - a memorial gathering is scheduled for Golden
    Gate Park.  No musical acts (though there are rumors ;^) have been 
    announced at this time.
    
    It is suggested that memorial donations be directed to:
    
    Rex Foundation
    PO Box 2204
    San Anselmo CA 94979
    
    An Elegy for Jerry (by Robert Hunter)
    
    Jerry, my friend,
    you've done it again,                                
    even in your silence 
    the familiar pressure
    comes to bear, demanding
    I pull words from the air
    with only this morning
    and part of the afternoon
    to compose an ode worthy
    of one so particular
    about every turn of phrase,
    demanding it hit home 
    in a thousand ways
    before making it his own,
    and this I can't do alone.
    Now that the singer is gone,
    where shall I go for the song?
    
    Without your melody and tase
    to lend an attitude of grace
    a lyric is an orphan thing,
    a hive with neither honey's taste
    nor power to truly sting.
    
    What choice have I but to dare and
    call your muse who thought to rest
    out of the thin blue air
    that out of the field of shared time,
    a line or two might chance to shine --
    
    As ever when we called,
    in hope if not in words,
    the muse descends.
    
    How should she desert us now?
    Scars of battle on her brow,
    bedraggled feathers on her wings,
    and yet she sings, she sings!
    
    May she bear thee to thy rest,
    the ancient bower of flowers
    beyond the solitude of days,
    the tyranny of hours--
    the wreath of shining laurel lie
    upon your shaggy head
    bestowing power to play the lyre
    to legions of the dead
    
    If some part of that music
    is heard in deepest dream,
    or on some breeze of Summer
    a snatch of golden theme,
    we'll know you live inside us
    with love that never parts
    our good old Jack O'Diamonds
    become the King of Hearts.
    
    I feel your silent laughter
    at sentiments so bold
    that dare to step across the line
    to tell what must be told,
    so I'll just say I love you,
    which I never said before
    and let it go at that old friend
    the rest you may ignore.
    
    
473.14From Our Net FriendsBINKLY::CEPARSKIYou Don't Know How Easy It IsMon Aug 14 1995 20:29111
    What follows is mostly a setlist posted to rec.music.gdead by David
    Gans (with a few embellishments).  If anybody has more complete
    transcriptions of the speeches please share them.  Note the music was
    previous recordings; except for the parade and drumming there was no
    live music...  It is estimated that about 20,000 people were there.
    
    
    Sunday August 13, 1995
    Golden Gate Park Polo Field, San Francisco CA
    Jerry Garcia Memorial Gathering
    
    Mississippi Halfstep - Wake of the Flood
    Dark Star - 4/27/69
    Sugaree - Garcia
    Dark Star->Spanish jam - 2/11/70
    Dire Wolf - Reckoning
    Lovelight - 2/28/69
    Days Between - Spring tour 1994 composite
    St. Stephen - unknown 1968
    Terrapin - 9/3/77
    Doin' That Rag - 3/2/69
    Mason's Children - 12/28/69
    I've Been All Around This World - Bear's Choice
    Good Lovin' - 4/10/71
    jam (in Dark Star) - 9/19/70
    
    PARADE
    	The parade featured two of the large heads that have appeared at
    many of the "holiday" shows at Oakland, dragons, a Dixieland band
    played on a flatbed truck, drummers in a New Orleans funeral procession.  
    The procession ened at a little stage above a shrine for Jerry.  People
    that initially went on the stage included members of the band,
    Babatunde Olatunji, Paul Kantner, Zakir Hussain, Pete and Sheila
    Escovedo...  
    
    CEREMONY speakers in order:
    Babatunde Olatunji
    	
    Deborah Koons Garcia
    	"...He died in his sleep with a smile on his face.  He was
    working hard to purify himself, and we thought it was going to be for
    a good long life but it was for another journey.  And he loved his
    life.  He loved all of you.  And what I learned from Jerry was to open
    my heart and live fully in the moment...
    	...What a great guy Jerry Garcia was, He would have loved
    this. He is loving it."
    
    Annabelle Garcia
    	"We love each and every one of you because you put us through
    college.  And we didn't have to work at Dairy Queen...
    	...I know that he's watching us all.  `Even though he's gone,
    every single one of us has to keep it going."
    
    Wavy Gravy 
    	He read Hunter's "An Elegy for Jerry" and his own haiku.  "We
    are experiencing 'Good Grief' Today!"
    
    Bob Weir
    	"...Take your heart, take your face, and reflect back some of
    the joy that he gave you ... he filled this world full of clouds of
    joy.   Just take a little bit of that and reflect it back up to him,
    or wherever he is, just shine it back to him..."
    
    Steve Parish
    
    Mickey Hart
    	"...you were the fuel that drove the bus...
    	... If the Grateful Dead did anything, we gave you the power.
    You have the groove, you have the feeling. . . . You take it home and
    do something with it. We didn't do this for nothing."
    
    Phil Lesh
    	"Jerry was a friend of mine.  He was my brother.  He was a
    wounded warrior.  And now he's done with becoming.  Now he is being.
    Jerry, God bless you.  Go with God.  I love you.  [to audience] And he
    loved you  too.  And we love you.  Keep it coming..."
    
    Bill Kreutzman
    
    Paul Kantner
    	He read the poem that he read at the Bill Graham Memorial
    entitled for the "Good of All".
    
    Vince Welnick
    	"...when (I) first saw Jerry I thought I had just seen Santa
    Claus... I still believe in Santa Claus."
    
    John Perry Barlow
    	Had one word to share with us - "love".
    
    It's All Too Much->Iko Iko - 3/18/95
    Beautiful jam->Dark Star - 2/18/71
    Scary jam - 10/25/73
    Alligator->Caution - 8/23/68
    drums->space - 3/18/95
    That's It for The Other One->New Potato Caboose->
    Born Cross-Eyed->Spanish jam - 2/14/68
    Death Don't Have No mercy - 9/29/89
    Scarlet Begonias->Fire on the Mountain->Corrina->Matilda - 3/23/95
    Believe It or Not - 7/17/88
    jam->bass solo - 2/24/73
    Ramble On Rose - Europe '72
    Sugar Magnolia - 97/73
    jam - 9/21/72
    Morning Dew - Europe '72
    The Wheel - Garcia
    St. Stephen - Live Dead
    Box of Rain - American Beauty
    We Bid You Good Night - unknown 1968
    
                                      
473.15rememberingASABET::D_WEISMANTue Aug 15 1995 12:3834
    
    
    
    I stood before you
    and watched
    in eager anticipation
    of times to come
    
    I stood before you
    and smiled
    as sound filled me
    until there was no room left
    
    I stood before you
    and laughed
    while I shook
    with endless vibrations to last a lifetime
    
    I stood before you
    and danced
    as waves of emotion
    overcame me in a flury of dreams and light
    
    I stand before you
    and weep
    at a loss for eternity
    as we go on without you
    
    
    
    
    My heart aches
    Thanks for listening
    Donna
473.16nice...DOCTP::KELLERListen to the music play...Tue Aug 15 1995 12:445
Donna,

That was beautiful.

--Geoff
473.17SMURF::HAPGOODJava Java HEY!Tue Aug 15 1995 13:2321
Saw on the net - no mention of who wrote it...only mention that it was handed
out at a show...I liked it.


Do not stand at my grave and weep;
I am not there, I do not sleep.

I am a thousand winds that blow;
I am the diamond glints on snow.
I am  the sunlight on ripened grain;
I am the gentle autumn's rain.

When you awaken in the morning's hush,
I am the swift uplifting rush
Of quiet birds in circled flight.
I am the soft star that shines at night.

Do not stand at my grave and cry.
I am not there;
I did not die.

473.18thanksCXDOCS::BARNESTue Aug 15 1995 14:293
    .15 and .17 are just f*cking fantastic...,thanks
    
    rfb
473.19very nice...SMURF::PETERTrigidly defined areas of doubt and uncertaintyTue Aug 15 1995 16:3214
    .17 sounds familiar, but it's still appropriate. 
    I keep thinking of the poem that was read at the
    funeral in "4 Weddings and a Funeral" which I know is by a great,
    but I can't remember which one.  Something along the lines
    of "Stop the earth, drain the seas, turn off the sun.
    He is gone..."
    
    But then I can't force myself to become as morbid as the sentiment
    of the poem would suggest.
    
    
    
    PeterT
    
473.20Earth Prayers--grate book!NIOSS1::LEEWed Aug 16 1995 15:119
    Hi,
    
    I just recently read .17 in a book called Earth Prayers--which
    I got from the Nature Company some time ago...it really touched
    a chord inside..
    
    I can find out the author's name tonight..
    
    Alicia
473.21CXDOCS::BARNESWed Aug 16 1995 16:5116
    after Dave Mathews closeing Watchtower, Patty and I hoofed in back to
    the Bronco and cracked a  cold Sammies (Pattys brew of choice lately,
    believe it or not) and slapped in the first tape we could see in the
    sorta dark...it was a Vegas 93 tape "best of" Patty had
    made...Watchtower started up. We cruised back to the Spgs and decided
    to watch some of the footage Patty had taped off the local PBS stations
    over the weekend. We watched the "Arista" videos, Hell in a Bucket was
    funny as shit...Radio City Music Hall 80 acoustic shit was fantastic!
    Jerry's face was soooo cool...it was good to watch and laugh and and
    say things like "wow" and "so cool" instead of cry....
    
    
    rfb
    
    
    rfb
473.22remembering TellurideCXDOCS::BARNESWed Aug 16 1995 17:469
    Divide Dave just reminded me that 8 years ago today we were in 
    Telluride, gearing up for the first days show there.....such a cool
    time. The *ONLY* "festival" Telluride has ever had where the town
    didn't have to hire people to come and clean up....we did it ourselves. 
    even the dumpster people were amazed. 
    
    I know what tapes I'll slap on first tonite.....
    
    rfb
473.23SMURF::HAPGOODJava Java HEY!Wed Aug 16 1995 18:105
From what I hear Dave Matthews Band played "Eyes of the World" at a 
recent (very) Greek Show.

bob

473.24Hello and thanks from a (previous) non-noterBASEX::KAIRYSThu Aug 17 1995 17:1523
    I've been reading this conference since last week (I still find it hard
    to say, "since Jerry died") and I just want to add my thanks to all you
    folks out there; reading this conference, and some of the stuff on the
    Internet, has helped me feel less alone in my sadness...
    
    I was a serious Deadhead in the late 60's and early 70's, when I was at
    Brandeis in Waltham and a few years thereafter. I must have seen 50
    shows... I've always kept an ear out, though, and when I heard they were
    coming to the Palace of Auburn Hills in June, (the Red Wings hockey
    arena, for goodness sakes!) something prompted me to go. I'm sure glad
    I did. Jerry looked good on stage; his voice was strong, and although
    he wandered off into noodling sometimes, the band gave a tight, strong
    show.
    
    I always meant to "get back into it", but I guess (like a foolish
    adolescent) I thought the band would live forever. A little Life Lesson
    about Doin' It for me...
    
    I was on a camping trip with some Boy Scouts last winter, and one of the
    other scoutmsters, a grad student at U. of M., had his guitar. We
    passed it back and forth; he played Box of Rain and I played Ripple,
    and we began to reminisce. Turns out I went to my first concert three
    years before he was born...
473.25CXDOCS::BARNESThu Aug 17 1995 17:316
    welcome!
    
    don't worry about taping tree ignorance, you'll get plenty of help!
    
    
    rfb
473.26"BUILT TO LAST"USDEV::DKAMPFLive as you tell your children to liveSat Aug 19 1995 15:0624

     This is entered for Kimberly Borzino, a friend:

     Jerry's life came
     And just as quickly went
     Some would even say
     He was heaven sent.

     He has returned
     If that is true,
     Where the full moon lies
     In a starry sky of blue.

     Even though
     Now he's gone
     Let it be known to all
     He shall live on.

     He will not fade away
     Or be put in the past.
     For nothing will be forgotten
     That was built to last.

473.27STOWOA::JOLLIMOREOneWhiteDuck/0^10=nothing at allThu Aug 24 1995 13:4057
A EULOGY FOR CAPTAIN
by Sandy Troy

The first time I saw Jerry perform was at Woodstock in 1969.
I was a long-haired hippie wannabe, fresh out of high school.
My buddy Hugh, a former roughneck turned peacenik, wanted to
go up to Woodstock several days early so we could get jobs at
the festival. Next thing I know I'm working security at the
largest gathering of the tribes in history. Wouldn't you know,
where do I end up Saturday night but working the area between
the audience and the stage. I'm literally standing at Jerry's
feet. It's me between the band and 400,000 fans. Thank goodness
the vibes at Woodstock were all peace and love, for I was in
no condition to protect anyone or anything. I was high as a
kite and enjoying my front row seat. The Dead began playing
and the next thing I know the Stargate opens and I'm whisked
across the universe, never to be the same. Twenty-six years
and 260 shows later I was still on the bus when I got the news
of Jerry's death.

Jerry was a unique person whose path we were fortunate to cross.
He was important to so many people--not only those who came of
age in the sixties, but also those of all ages for whom his life
was an example of how they wanted to live. He "beat the system,"
doing whatever he wanted to do withouot compromising his values.
He was forever opening doors of creativity and experience during
a time when many of these doors were being closed elsewhere. And
he was always striving to stretch his muse and bring music to
new levels. His mission was to play music as best he could.
Although he certainly got a charge out of performing before
millions of adoring fans, his basic attitude remained the same:
playing before music-lovers was a privilege, and if his destiny
had been different, he would have gladly played his music for
nothing.

Others might mourn the passing of a great historical movement
now that Jerry is gone, but Jerry himself would be mystified
by all that. Others might regret that Jerry died so young, or
say that he had been killing himself for years through drug
use, poor diet, and the stress of constant road trips. But I
think Jerry understood the consequences of his life choices.
It was a natural end for a personality that burned so brightly
for so many years.

So we should look beyond his lifestyle for lessons about life.
We should look to the qualities that made Jerry so appealing
and successful: His honesty; his clear vision of right and
wrong in the world; his passion for life's work; his
willingness to share what he created--not only with fans
who taped his concerts, but with aspiring artists, too.

It is for these qualities that we must remember Jerry Garcia.
And if we can do that, and pass these qualities along to those
we touch, then Jerry's death will not be the end of an era,
but the beginning.

We love you Jerry, and thanks for a real good time.
473.28CXDOCS::BARNESThu Aug 24 1995 14:003
    that last one was right one...my feelings *exactly*
    send it to Clinton!!!
    rfb
473.29NiceCSLALL::LEBLANC_CThu Aug 24 1995 14:003
    read that martin_s aka steve_o/grieve_o
    let us all be positive somewhat eh?
            
473.30CXDOCS::BARNESThu Aug 24 1995 14:483
    now now...we all are individuals...if one needs to grieve longer
    than another, let it be so.....I still feels weird twinges now and
    then and I have some friends that it didn't hit until a few days ago
473.31BINKLY::CEPARSKIBroken Heart Don't Feel So Bad...Thu Aug 24 1995 15:059
    >>I still feels weird twinges now and
    >>then and I have some friends that it didn't hit until a few days ago
    
    yeah - I think I'm doing real well (ok let's move on sort of thing) and
    then I'll be standing there doing dishes or laundry or something and
    just lose it. 
    
    "The Wheel Is Turning And Ya Can't Slow Down..."
    
473.32STOWOA::JOLLIMOREOneWhiteDuck/0^10=nothing at allThu Aug 24 1995 15:163
	well, remember this:
	he's just on the other side. and he can see you. and he's
	probably laughing. laugh with him. and say 'thanks'.
473.33CXDOCS::BARNESThu Aug 24 1995 15:341
    I *KNOW* he's laughing!!!!!
473.34AWATS::WESTERVELTThu Aug 24 1995 16:061
.27, spot on!
473.35DELNI::DSMITHand they keep on dancinThu Aug 24 1995 18:033
    
    If partying and laughing is a good way to remember Jerry, then he's
    fresh on my memory! :-)
473.36DELNI::DSMITHand they keep on dancinThu Aug 31 1995 16:547
    
    This morning on a news flash about Jerry they went to a clip from what
    looked like Las Vegas scenery.  Jerry is standing at the mike looking 
    down and then looks up to a roaring crowd belts out a real powerful...
    "SO MANY ROADS!!!!!" with riotess conditions in the crowd.....then the 
    clip ends.  I could have watched that clip a hundred times.
    
473.37SMURF::HAPGOODJava Java HEY!Tue Sep 05 1995 12:3316
Anyone catch the Rock and Roll Hall of Fame broadcast?  Hornsby did an 
awesome dedication to Jerry...started off w/ a very nice Terrapin solo
followed by I Know You Rider and Scarlet Begonias...

was nice...
bob

ps.  On the whole that complete broadcast was EXCELLENT...Lots of great combos
like Soul Asylum w/ Iggy Pop then again w/ Lou Reed.  Johnny Cash w/ 
Mellancamp.  Al green and his silky smooooooth voice, Chrissy Hyndes covering
Neil Young,  Robbie Robertson...lots more...Allman's w/ and without
Sheryl Crowe and I forget the zillions of other ones...




473.38CXDOCS::BARNESTue Sep 05 1995 13:162
    friend of mine was there..called me that nite...trying to unload one
    $160.00 tix...
473.39I loved the clip of Muddy at Newport!!!NOKNOK::BELKINRIP Jerome J. GarciaTue Sep 05 1995 15:297
I caught the first third or so of it.  Lou was grate - damn, I hope I'm in
that good a shape when I'm his age. :-)
I liked Sheryl Crow's Stone's covers, though she was panned by the reviewer
in the Boston Globe.  
I missed Dylan with Springstein though.

 Josh
473.40SMURF::HAPGOODJava Java HEY!Tue Sep 05 1995 16:3814
I didn't get to see it on the tube.  I listened on the radio....

You've reminded me of some more of the show.

Springsteen,  then Springsteen with Jerry Lee Lewis, then Springsteen with 
Dylan....Dylan did a smoking Watchtower too (not sure if he was w/ his own
band or Springsteen's).

>I caught the first third or so of it.  Lou was grate - damn, I hope I'm in
>that good a shape when I'm his age. :-)

Especially considering his former lifestyle.....

bob
473.41More on R&R HoFSMURF::BURNSWed Sep 06 1995 14:5113
    Dylan was backed by his current band. I really liked the Hornsby part
    too. In fact overall I thought that the show was excellent. I didn't
    agree with the Globe review's negative parts at all. (Of course, I did
    not 'see' it, only heard it on the simulcast, and that can make a
    difference). The low point for me was 'The Weight', such a great song,
    I really didn't like Robbie's singing on it. Of course Levon's vocal
    is a tough act to follow. I taped it and maybe it'll grow on me...
    There is talk that since it ran so late that they scrapped a planned
    encore with everybody doing "Come together" and "Like a Rolling Stone".
    Sigh.
    
    	Bill
    
473.42CXDOCS::BARNESWed Sep 06 1995 16:068
    some of the quotes from the Rolling Stone are grate...
    
    Grace Slick -- Jerry and the dead did as much for mankind as any
    president.
    
    
    Branford -- There's not a sentence in the world that would
    respectfully justify the life and music of Jerry Garcia.
473.43SMURF::HAPGOODJava Java HEY!Wed Sep 06 1995 16:327
Back to the RocknRoll HOF:

Best combo that *worked*....

Boz Scaggs and Slash did a killer version of Hendrix's Red House....


473.44CXDOCS::BARNESWed Sep 06 1995 17:147
    I just read the whole Rolling Stone this morning from cover to cover,
    all the Jerry and Dead articles...alot of rehashing of old stuff, but
    well done for the most part. There were a few times throughout where I just
    sighed....
    
    
    rfb
473.45RSSIOG::OSULLIVAN_DThu Sep 07 1995 09:2811
    Is the Rolling Stone a special issue or an article contained in the
    normal magazine.  If the former it is unlikely to make it across the
    atlantic.
    
    Q Magazine (probably not available in the U.S.) did a 4/5 page article
    on Jerry.  I won't have time to put it all in but might get some time
    to put some Jerry quotes in here.
    
    Regards
    
    Dermot
473.46STOWOA::JOLLIMOREOneWhiteDuck/0^10=nothing at allThu Sep 07 1995 11:237
	Dermot,
	
	It's a special issue.
	If you can't get it over there, send your mail address and I'll
	send you one.
	
	Jay
473.47Normal issue?CSLALL::LEBLANC_CAll good things in all good timeThu Sep 07 1995 11:305
    i think the RS issue is a normal one Jay
    the whole issue is not speciically deadicated to the fat man
    Dermot, you should be able to get it over there..
    
    chris
473.48shaddup, you young yahooSTOWOA::JOLLIMOREOneWhiteDuck/0^10=nothing at allThu Sep 07 1995 11:313
	oh. so maybe it's not 100% jerry.
	but, i wouldn't call it normal. there's > 50% jerry stuff. lotsa
	pictures and articles. 
473.49NORML!CSLALL::LEBLANC_CAll good things in all good timeThu Sep 07 1995 11:536
    sorry
    ;^)
    
    
    
    from_one_young_yahoo_to_a_grumpy_old_man
473.50Grow hemp for vistory!!CSLALL::LEBLANC_CAll good things in all good timeThu Sep 07 1995 11:542
    speaking of NORML
    Hempfest on the Boston Common is in like 2 weeks?
473.51get it right!STOWOA::JOLLIMOREOneWhiteDuck/0^10=nothing at allThu Sep 07 1995 11:595
	I AIN'T GRUMPY!!!
	

	
	i'm cranky.
473.52Hmm, shouldn't that be 'victory'??QUARRY::petertrigidly defined areas of doubt and uncertaintyThu Sep 07 1995 15:185
>> Grow hemp for vistory!!

Yes, but whom are we vistoring?  ;-)

PeterT
473.53:^)CSLALL::LEBLANC_CAll good things in all good timeThu Sep 07 1995 15:243
    DOWWWWWWW!
    
    yup victory
473.54WECARE::ROBERTSclimb a ladder to the starsThu Sep 07 1995 15:583
    LeBlanc you are such a social butterfly
    
    
473.55double :^)CSLALL::LEBLANC_CAll good things in all good timeThu Sep 07 1995 17:051
    i think social misfit is more apropos
473.56ZENDIA::FERGUSONDry your eyes on the windThu Sep 07 1995 20:297
>    LeBlanc you are such a social butterfly
 

nah, he's more of a cor...  ah, nevermind!
:-)   
    

473.57ThanksSIOG::OSULLIVAN_DThu Sep 07 1995 21:039
473.58DELNI::DSMITHand they keep on dancinThu Sep 07 1995 21:074
    
    The People Magazine tribute to Jerry has pictures of ol Garcia doing
    some scuba diving....these pictures are awesome and are good for a
    giggle and a smile.
473.59Loads of tributes!MAIL2::TURNOFGreetings from the Big AppleMon Sep 11 1995 16:3515
    Entertainment Weekly also has a special Jerry issue.  IMO, their
    articles/pictures are better than People's version.  I especially liked
    a number of the advertisements (the VW microbus with a tear falling
    from the headlight hit me hard!), infact their are a few I'd think
    about framing!
    
    On a whole I was very disappointed in the Rolling Stone.  I thought the
    articles were OK, but not one bit of passion to them.  And, when I
    think how the mag was founded in San Fran during the beginings of the
    Dead's run I am especially disappointed that Jann Wenner didn't take
    the effort to write some sort of tribute!
    
    I'm off my soapbox now!
    
    Fredda
473.60BINKLY::DEMARSEEnjoy beingMon Sep 11 1995 17:303
    I saw an ad for Entertainment Weekly's special Jerry issue.
    There are 4 issues in circulation, same material inside but
    different covers.  One from each era in his life.
473.61:)BINKLY::DEMARSEEnjoy beingMon Sep 11 1995 17:381
    The Hempfest is on Saturday, September 23rd at the Boston Common.
473.62A plan!CSLALL::LEBLANC_CAll good things in all good timeMon Sep 11 1995 17:392
    GOOD!
    we can go to the hempfest, relax and then go to slipknot after!
473.63Jerry Interview/Dead history TapeCXDOCS::BARNESThu Sep 14 1995 13:1021
    fell asleep on the couch last nite listening to a tape made by a DJ
    friend of ours..an NPRish tribute to Jerry called "Not Fade Away", 
    old bits of interviews between songs off of released albums put together 
    in sort of a cronological order...it's OK, Jerry says some
    funny things although there's more music than interview. I only made it
    thru the first tape (it's a 90 min and half of another 90). It starts
    off sorta tough to handle though...with the Marin County Sheriff depts 
    report of Jerry's death.....
    
    thinking about  this, this could be a real good tape to give someone
    not in the know because of the cronological order it's presented in and
    because of some of the explanations the narrator offers...as well as
    Jerry's explanations of certain songs, etc.... fer instance, Jerry stole a
    line (didn't say which one, something to figger out) from a Bulgarian
    folk song for Playin...and between the famous Warfield recordings and
    radio city music hall recordings, they played in New Orleans and Jerry 
    said *THOSE* were the shows they should have taped and didn't! 
    (anyone got those tapes????)...also some funny stuff about the Prankster
    days..
    
    rfb
473.64bus is rollin'AWATS::WESTERVELTtake the highway thru the great divideThu Sep 14 1995 21:237
    I wouldn't mind hearing that.  I'm relatively new to the music
    and am just starting to dig it heavily... those notes in the
    digressions topic are going to give me some good ideas too.
    I liked the RS issue but then it's all I've read.

    Tom
473.65CXDOCS::BARNESThu Sep 14 1995 21:365
    send me 2 90's and I'll dub it for ya Tom....the other sideof the 90
    that's only half Jerry/Dead history has some live Dave Mathhews on
    it...
    
    rfb
473.66AWATS::WESTERVELTtake the highway thru the great divideThu Sep 14 1995 22:166
    deal, man!  That tape has (or will have) my name all over it!  :-)

    many thanks for the kind offer.

    Tom
473.67He's gone ...MFOIS1::PIOTTue Oct 03 1995 15:2216
    
    Bonjour , hi everybody ...
    
    thank you Jerry for all that good feeling ...
    
    I just wanted to tell you that somewhere in south of France friends 
    and I will continue to hear and dance on your notes ,to believe in
    Peace and try to love each other .
    
    Maybe we can say that the legend of the grateful DEAD is born ...
    Shurly we can say that his philosophy must go on ...
    certainly we are shure that Music never stop ...
    
    kiss
    
    Marek ( an-antinucleartests-Gratefuldeadlover-French-guy ) . 
473.68WECARE::ROBERTSclimb a ladder to the starsTue Oct 03 1995 17:223
    oh man i needed that right now.  thank you so much for writing in.
    
    carol
473.69CXDOCS::BARNESTue Oct 03 1995 17:363
    welcome Marek!
    
    rfb
473.70Tribute from a touring musicianPEAKS::RICHARD_2B or D4?Wed Oct 18 1995 14:416
This past weekend, my wife and I were talking to my nephew (who is the drummer
for the Psychadelic Zombies) about Jerry Garcia.  His observation, stated with
a slight sense of awe, was "Wow, he toured until he died!"  I think that says
it all.  :-)

/Mike
473.71Black Muddy RiverDELNI::DSMITHand they keep on dancinThu Oct 26 1995 19:3336
    
    The lyrics to this song are so intense....seeing it was Jerry's 
    last song, I thought I'd post.
    
    Black Muddy River
    
    When the last rose of summer pricks my finger,
    And the hot sun chills me to the bone,
    When I can't hear the song for the singer,
    And I can't tell my pillow from a stone,
    I will walk alone by the black muddy river,
    And sing me a song of my own,
    I will walk alone by the black muddy river,
    And sing me a song of my own.
    
    When the last bolt of sunshine hits the mountain,
    And the stars start to splatter in the sky,
    When the moon hits the southwest horizon,
    With the scream of an eagle on the fly,
    I will walk alone by the black muddy river,
    And listen to the ripples as they moan,
    I will walk alone by the black muddy river,
    And sing me a song of my own.
    
    Black muddy river, roll on forever,
    I don't care how deep or wide, if you've got another side,
    Roll muddy river, roll muddy river, black muddy river, roll.
    
    When it seems like the night will last forever,
    And there's nothing left to do but count the years,
    When the strings of my heart begin to sever,
    And stones fall from my eyes instead of tears,
    I will walk alone, by the black muddy river,
    And dream me a dream of my own,
    I will walk alone, by the black muddy river,
    And sing me a song of my own, sing me a song of my own.
473.72not to be confused with Karl Malden's NOSESMURF::HAPGOODJava Java HEY!Mon Nov 20 1995 13:2710
Read it in your paper for details but a couple of astronomers from 
Arizona who happen to be deadheads were trying to find a way to honor
Garcia.  Another astronomer "donated" an unnamed asteroid he discovered
in 1985 to them.  They named it "Garcia Asteroid".  It's 100 miles wide
and orbits between Mars and Jupiter (these details as they were in the
article I read).

Space!
bob

473.73from the northwest corner, of abrand new crescent moon...SMURF::PETERTrigidly defined areas of doubt and uncertaintyTue Nov 21 1995 00:485
    I hadn't heard about it yet, but I'm sure I'll see more.  It's almost
    a tradition.  I know they named one after Zappa recently.
    
    PeterT
    
473.74MKOTS3::JOLLIMOREquick beat of an icy heartTue May 14 1996 14:58114
                                             A MESSAGE TO JERRY GARCIA

                                                          by Ken Kesey

                                      Hey, Jerry-- what's happening? I
                                       caught your funeral. Weird. Big
                                         Steve was good. And Grissman.
                                         Sweet sounds. But what really
                                     stood out -- stands out -- is the
                                     thundering silence, the lack, the
                                    absence of that golden Garcia lead
                                     line, of that familiar slick lick
                                     with the uptwist at the end, that
                                       merry snake twining through the
                                    woodpile, flickering in and out of
                                        the loosely stacked chords...a
                                         wriggling mystery, bright and
                                       slick as fire... suddenly gone.

                                      And the silence left in its wake
                                                 was-- is-- positively
                                                        ear-splitting.

                                     Now they want me to say something
                                    about that absence, Jer. Tell some
                                           backstage story, share some
                                    poigniant reminescence. But I have
                                       to tell you, man: I find myself
                                     considerably disinclined. I mean,
                                      why go against the grain of such
                                                  an eloquent silence?

                                        I remember standing out in the
                                      pearly early dawn after the Muir
                                       Beach Acid Test, leaning on the
                                    top rail of a driftwood fence with
                                      you and Lesh and Babbs, watching
                                     the world light up, talking about
                                     our glorious futures. The gig had
                                      been semi-successful and the air
                                        was full of exulted fantasies.
                                        Babbs whacks Phil on the back.

                                          "Just like the big time, huh
                                                                Phil."

                                      "It is! It is the big time! Why,
                                          we could cut a chart-busting
                                            record to-fucking-morrow!"

                                     I was even more optimistic. "Hey,
                                     we taped tonight's show. We could
                                            release a record tomorrow.

                                       "Yeah right--" (holding up that
                                     digitally challenged hand the way
                                       you did when you wanted to call
                                    attention to the truth or the lack
                                           thereof) "--and a year from
                                     tomorrow be recording a Things Go
                                         Better With Coke commercial."

                                          You could be a sharp-tongued
                                     popper-of-balloons shit-head when
                                     you were so inclined, you know. A
                                      real bastard. You were the sworn
                                     enemy of hot air and commercials,
                                        however righteous the cause or
                                    lucrative the product. Nobody ever
                                    heard you use that microphone as a
                                         pulpit. No anti-war rants, no
                                        hymns to peace. No odes to the
                                      trees and All things Organic. No
                                    ego-deaths or born-againnesses. No
                                             devils denounced no gurus
                                       glorified. No dogmatic howlings
                                        that I ever caught wind of. In
                                        fact, your steadfast denial of
                                        dogma was as close as you ever
                                               came to having a creed.

                                       And to the very end, Old Timer,
                                       you were true to that creed. No
                                      commercials. No trendy spins. No
                                     bayings of belief. And if you did
                                     have any dogma you surely kept it
                                    tied up under the back porch where
                                           a smelly old hound belongs.

                                    I guess that's what I mean about a
                                      loud silence. Like Michaelangelo
                                     said about sculpting, "The statue
                                    exists inside the block of marble.
                                       All you have to do is chip away
                                        the stone you don't need." You
                                      were always chipping away at the
                                                          superficial.

                                     It was the false notes you didn't
                                      play that kept that lead line so
                                     golden pure. It was the words you
                                       didn't sing. So this is what we
                                     are left with, Jerry: this golden
                                           silence. It rings on and on
                                       without any hint of let up...on
                                    and on. And I expect it will still
                                            be ringing years from now.

                                      Because you're still not playing
                                     falsely. Because you're still not
                                         singing Things Go Better With
                                                                 Coke.

                                               Ever your friend, Keez
473.75SPECXN::BARNESTue May 14 1996 15:541
    oh fuck..., gota go re-compose myself...again....
473.76We will get byPCBUOA::LEBLANCCAll good things in all good timeTue May 14 1996 16:012
    That was cool jolly
    thanks for posting
473.77EVMS::OCTOBR::DEBESSsugar magnolia blosoms bloomnTue May 14 1996 16:058
ain't it the truth..ain't it the truth..there's an incredibly thundering
silence, now that He's Gone...

...but if you listen carefully, you will still hear him playing...cause
it's inside of us

Debess

473.78SMURF::HAPGOODJava Java HEY!Tue May 14 1996 16:347
Yea J,

I read that a while ago and loved it.

I saw that in Dupree's tribute to JG.

bob
473.79MKOTS3::JOLLIMOREquick beat of an icy heartTue May 14 1996 16:5116
	i came across that at this web site:
	
http://www.fishwrap.com/hazardous/stories.html
	
	which is the first issue of Hazardous Media (an ?? e-zine? not
	sure how to describe it).
	anyway, they were at the hog farm last september for the
	reuniting of kesey and leary. they have produced a film which
	they're looking to distribute....
	
"A Documentary Film: TIMOTHY LEARY'S LAST TRIP
...with Ken Kesey and the Merry	Pranksters...
This explosive film features Timothy Leary's life and his thoughts on dying...
A reunion with Ken Kesey and The Merry Pranksters....
Never-before-seen footage of Leary in the 60s, The Pranksters,
Jerry Garcia, and entire soundtrack by The Grateful Dead. (50 mins., color)"