Conference hydra::dejavu

432.0. "search no more" by USMAIL::COSTIGAN (Are you sure this isn't Kansas?) Fri Jul 31 1987 17:22

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Note 222.3                   Near death experiences?                      3 of 3
USMAIL::COSTIGAN "Are you sure this isn't Kansas?"   89 lines  31-JUL-1987 13:04
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    Look no further..
    
    I have just entered this wonderful notes conference and I am so
    excited about sharing my "Dream" my heart is pounding as fast as
    I am typing.  
    
    In Sept. 1983, I had what has been termed, as a Near Death Experience.
    
    What I can offer is it took a tremendous amount of energy to remember
    all of the dream.  The dream could not have lasted more than a minute.
    
    In Sept. of '83 I was admitted into the hospital for routine surgery.
    I was told that the procedure would not take longer than 20 minutes.
    Well, I always feared going under anesthesia and had been through
    a number of serious operations since 1982.  Well, I really had no
    choice, I had to have the surgery done.  I too, also had a fear
    of dying.  The Friday preceeding my surgery, a very dear Uncle of
    mine had died from Cancer.  He was very special to me and I loved
    him very much.  My consolation of his death was that, now he is
    at peace and at an end to his long suffering.
    
    In I go to the O.R., and briefly talking to everyone.  Well the
    Anesthesologist and I chated briefly.  He assured me he'd see me
    later.  So under I went.  
    
    Of course, I don't know how much time had transpired but, my dream
    began with me traveling across the landside, the landside was that
    of a do dome effect - curved.  On the way to my journey, I had seen
    all of the people in my life to date.  My mother, family, friends.
    Not realizing why I saw them, I knew I had to continue.  At the
    end of journey, I too came to the most beautiful light I had ever
    seen.  I was drawn closer to it and then almost in the middle of
    it.  It completely surrounded my body, I could not see anything
    but the light and feel the warm pulsating glow of it.  The words
    I will use can't even come close to the wonderful feeling I experiened
    while there.  I have never experienced such inner peace and complete
    love in my life here as I know it.  
    
    While being surrounded by the light,  I communicated with the energy
    within the light.  Not in English or a foreign language either.
     I have since been told it is  called "in tongue"  I understood
    everything in my life and beyond it.  We "talked" to be what seemed
    a very long time.  I learned so many things. About today, and what
    to expect for tommorrow.  Why things have happended to me personally.
    
    At the end of our communication, I almost walked into the light
    which would have made me a part of it but, I was asked if I truly
    wanted to do that now.  I did,  but...I questioned what would happen
    to the rest of the things in my life if I walked into the light.
    I knew what would happen, and although it was VERY difficult not
    to walk into the light I was given a choice.  What would I do back
    in my mortal state?  I communicated back that I had much work to
    do with the people that walked into my life or I in theirs.  That
    was the response the light, or source of energy wanted to hear.
     I was told that for that reason, I could go back.  
    
    Two things happen before I came conscious,  I had seen my Uncle
    in a blue tweed suit.  He had just bought it a few months before
    he died.  I also had seen my youngest godchild.  He was 1 month
    old and had been dressed in a blue terry onepiece suit, wearing
    a white hat and held in his mothers left arm.  His mother had a
    white sweatshirt on with an emblem on the front.
    
    The last communications we had was, "and these are the reasons, and
    then we two shall become one".  
    
    I was discharged, the same day and told my husband of what a beautiful
    dream I had.  I remember how hard it was to remember it too.
    Tremendous amount of energy.  He told me what I had.
    
    We arrived home mid afternoon,  I had hoped I would be able to attend
    my Uncle's wake that night but, I was too tired and went Sunday.
    
    When home, the mother of the child came to see me and wanted to
    know how I felt.  She was wearing the white sweatshirt with the
    emblem and her son was wearing the blue terry suit with the white
    hat and she was holding him in her left arm.
    
    The following Sunday I went to the wake,  my Uncle had on the blue
    tweed suit.
    
    I was so overwhelmed.  Then began my search of meaning.  The dream
    has also affected my life since.  I have been very busy helping
    others as well.  I receive, much gratification from it also.  
    
    I do know that when we die, we are born again.  I too no longer
    fear death.
    
    Denise 

    I have given a little thought to the magnificant light. 
    One thing I come to is...
    
    That when we die we return to our source as an energy being. We
    return to our parent in a different form from what we are now. On
    that plane we sense (see) different wavelengths of light. We
    may even communicate with our parent before being reabsorbed back
    into the parent. It may be that we will not be reabsorbed but may
    orbit the parent to fulfill some other purpose.
    
    Could this light come from Ra? Could our parent be the star we call
    the Sun?