Conference atps::poetryy

3438.0. "Don't Know How" by FABSIX::L_CATALDO () Thu Feb 13 1997 04:52

			Don't know how

As the wind blows 
I shiver in the chilly summer breeze 
Wandering if he knows...
  
I reminisce of when 
I was daddys litttle girl
But the pain is so real- 
Like he's still alive

How do you stop the pain 
From rising inside
How do you sleep at night 
Knowing your the reason he died

How do you cope with 
The feeling inside
Knowing you killed him
And not knowing why. 

How do you deal with 
The pain from the past
Not knowing how long 
It will last.

Once again 
you wonder what he thinks
You'll never know
Cause you waited to long

You say goodnight 
And try to dream 
But the pain from the past
Will only last

How do you move on
When the love is gone
Know one's here
Just me and my fear

The fear from my past
That will always last-
Will steal my soul
And wont let go

How do you cope 
With being alone
Nobody's here 
Just me and my fear

How will I know 
That I didn't bring tears to his eyes
When I broke his heart-
and get let him die

How will I know
How to cope with the pain 
When all I want 
Is to hear him sing


I can't say goodbye-
I don't know how
How do you say goodbye 
To someone you love 



			Lisamarie

9/5/90