| I think I'd have another battery of tests and be absolutely sure.
You should ask if it's sterility or an extremely low sperm count. In
some cases, hormonal treatment can help. Unless you have a
non-functioning testicle, there is a glimmer of hope.
You should discuss it with your wife ASAP. Nothing will be gained by
waiting. Be honest.
My brother just adopted a son. He says that the boy is not his own,
but he is his son. I think that says it all.
I hope that tomorrow's sun shines brighter for you. Good Luck.
Ken
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To the author of base note 386.0:
I feel so much for your pain and confusion at this time. I know
what you are feeling *exactly*.
I have been told that I cannot bear children, and it hurts inside
very much. I'm not married, and I'm also female, but I can relate
to your situation.
It's a matter of acceptance and alternatives. I have known for
a while that it may be impossible for me to have children, the result
of cervical cancer and a near-fatal ectopic pregnancy when I was
21. At first, I was *so* upset. I thought I was going to let my
family down as well, and what man would want a woman who cannot
bear them children? Then I started thinking of the good things.
I thought of alternatives, I thought of the things I offer my family
and the men in my life. The family must accept this, you were not
put on this earth to produce an heir! You were put here to provide
love, support, stability, comfort, and all the good things you now
provide to both your wife *and* family!
I am the oldest, my younger sister is handicapped mentally and can
*NEVER* have children. My other sister does not wish to have children.
A lot of pressure was put on me to marry and start "banging out
the babies", but once I lost my baby and got sick, everyone realised
it wasn't meant to be and now the whole family talks about my
"alternatives" when the time comes (if it ever does!).
My boyfriends in the past have been told at a certain point in the
relationship when it becomes necessary. All of them have accepted
me as I am, that is love! My current sweetheart is very supportive
and makes me still feel like a woman, even though sometimes I don't.
Sometimes I see mothers and fathers strolling and playing with
babies and wish it could be so. Sometimes I feel like a failure
too, after all, it's stressed "marriage and family". Well, you
can have the family without having to bear the baby or impregnate
the one you love!
I'm sure if you sit your wife down and are honest with her and also
tell her how you feel in your heart, voice your fears and stress that
you are willing to look into alternatives -- she will be there for
you and support you during this time.
I wish you the best of luck. You may want to seek counseling.
When I first found out about my possible infertility, I saw a counselor
who helped me deal with my fears and helped me learn to face a possible
childess future with confidence and inner peace. Now those fears
are confirmed and I have accepted it.
By the way, I'm only 27 and have known for about 6 years. It takes
time to learn the acceptance part but it will come because you really
have no choice ....
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| Small nit here,
as an adoptive mother it always makes me wince when I see adopted
kids refered to as not one's 'own'. All my kids are my 'own' whether
I was pregnant with them or not. One is my biological child (or
'homegrown' - an expression he coined at age 8) and four are adopted
but they are all my kids, my own kids.
Bonnie
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